We are what we pretend to be, so we must be careful what we pretend to be.
This chinese new year has certainly been a different one for me. I never resorted to even a taint of gambling although yeah i did initiate some blowing of cash in mike's house. That was also because i had one to many tigers. Never had i understood how one would be able to bring him/herself to actually throw that big of an amount on the table knowing the risks of loosing it was involved. Although yeah i never doubted the fun and adrenaline rush any may feel in the game but by looking at the amount of money on the table it still questions me.
A friend just asked me today if i was alright and that if there were anything currently on my mind which proves to be troubling. True, random thoughts seems to be infesting in my head as i see everyone around me. Normal i guess, but this time around things are pretty deep and i can't seem to get them out of my system. Nevertheless it doesn't really bothers me anymore as i've already done my part in staying away. Maybe that's why i was questioned if there was anything wrong with me.
If i were to be like of past, certainly i would get all frantic and frail and of course disturbed. Not this time, i'm never going through that ordeal any more. i've always thought myself to be different from others and that i could never be like how anyone could. Partly that's the reason why i should keep the distance. Better for everyone. I may seem a little lost now infront of others but certainly it's more fun this way. Tensions and problems are amiss.
Anyway, this is what happens when 2 ma fuckers consume excessive amount of beer.
A friend just asked me today if i was alright and that if there were anything currently on my mind which proves to be troubling. True, random thoughts seems to be infesting in my head as i see everyone around me. Normal i guess, but this time around things are pretty deep and i can't seem to get them out of my system. Nevertheless it doesn't really bothers me anymore as i've already done my part in staying away. Maybe that's why i was questioned if there was anything wrong with me.
If i were to be like of past, certainly i would get all frantic and frail and of course disturbed. Not this time, i'm never going through that ordeal any more. i've always thought myself to be different from others and that i could never be like how anyone could. Partly that's the reason why i should keep the distance. Better for everyone. I may seem a little lost now infront of others but certainly it's more fun this way. Tensions and problems are amiss.
Anyway, this is what happens when 2 ma fuckers consume excessive amount of beer.
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