Where so many hours have been spent in convincing myself that I am right, is there not some reason to fear I may be wrong?
I like being naive most of the times. Not sure why though but there'll always come a point of time where ignorance is obviously bliss. Not picking on any particular subject but instead i'm just jamming words which are on top of my head right now. I'm sure most have experienced the conflict between a huge group of friends before. It's so tiring to see all the issues floating about, not to mention the lies which surfaces every now and then.
Wouldn't it be better if you were to be oblivious to everything and just come out to have fun? Instead of seeing the fakeness in friends who would just put up a smile to hide the painful truth. I would. Which is why now i would much prefer to have but a handful of friends which i can count on whenever. At the same time i wouldn't doubt the fun i would have with a big bunch of friends on certain activities. There and then the bigger the group be better.
It's both tiring and taxing to try to mend feuds among friends and at times you may end up being the cause of the problem from the start even. Lies will then surface. Be it to cause more trouble or patching things up. Telling the whole truth, to me, never really solved much...a little probably then square one returns. How unfortunate it is that lies may have to be conversed for the better good. Well it's an unfair world this is.
I for one hate liars to the core. It makes one feel like a fucking fool. You can embarrass me infront of thousands but never would i ever be able to take it if you should lie to me. Forgiving was never an effort for me as i would always to others who may wrong me. However, forgetting is. Can't seem to forget anything that easily. Heh. Forgetting still comes with sincerity in actions though.... of course after forgiving. Alot had mention that forgiving is more of being strong then being weak. I find that to be a little controversial. Then again i'm contradicting myself.
*pauses*.... Don't think i'm making much sense in this post. Better stop here before i really loose it. Oh well, i was just writing to kill some time. Couldn't sleep but after staring at this monitor for some time, i think i'm finally ready to crash.
All I am and all I ever will be. And that is enough..... I like that Sui :)
Wouldn't it be better if you were to be oblivious to everything and just come out to have fun? Instead of seeing the fakeness in friends who would just put up a smile to hide the painful truth. I would. Which is why now i would much prefer to have but a handful of friends which i can count on whenever. At the same time i wouldn't doubt the fun i would have with a big bunch of friends on certain activities. There and then the bigger the group be better.
It's both tiring and taxing to try to mend feuds among friends and at times you may end up being the cause of the problem from the start even. Lies will then surface. Be it to cause more trouble or patching things up. Telling the whole truth, to me, never really solved much...a little probably then square one returns. How unfortunate it is that lies may have to be conversed for the better good. Well it's an unfair world this is.
I for one hate liars to the core. It makes one feel like a fucking fool. You can embarrass me infront of thousands but never would i ever be able to take it if you should lie to me. Forgiving was never an effort for me as i would always to others who may wrong me. However, forgetting is. Can't seem to forget anything that easily. Heh. Forgetting still comes with sincerity in actions though.... of course after forgiving. Alot had mention that forgiving is more of being strong then being weak. I find that to be a little controversial. Then again i'm contradicting myself.
*pauses*.... Don't think i'm making much sense in this post. Better stop here before i really loose it. Oh well, i was just writing to kill some time. Couldn't sleep but after staring at this monitor for some time, i think i'm finally ready to crash.
All I am and all I ever will be. And that is enough..... I like that Sui :)
