I'll bring you back to the stars.

It is sad and disappointing for me to only but watch those who are afraid to accept and acknowledge the reality that's been laid before them. Not that it's any of my business or whatsoever but yet it pains to actually have the chance for sight at the very individual who goes through these deep depression stage, where excuses are found not only through their background but also through weak examples they would call role models.

It is not in our very ability to do anything drastic in helping them but only "advice". Of course when they come to us with a fixated foresight then there's nothing more we can offer but our ears and probably, if lucky, opinions. Being able to wake up and wanting to wake up are two whole different options. Personaly my opinion on the first is cockshit. Mainly cause, to me, nothing is impossible if efforts are harboured. As difficult as it may seems, yet it's never impossible to reach salvation.

Given time and motivation, that is if they would wanna take it, every single thing is achievable. Like i've mentioned before in previous post that life is all about ups and downs. When u're up, u're bound to fall and vice versa. So.. look at it as an opportunity when u're down. Cause it's a highlight where u're sure one fine day u'll be up again where everything would go your way. Be cautious when the time u're up. 'Wanting' is a very important aspect to which i find fitting. Take your time.... but don't take too long.

Ok that's out of the way, pictures are up at http://www.photos.yahoo.com/feikeiben. Random pictures of course. Can't be fucked with organizing them in proper order cause there's just way too much. Without the beneficial experience from streamyX i don't think i have the patience to wait by the monitor for the pictures to be uploaded.

I can't believe that i'm getting the chance yet again to visit the land of endless fun once again. To think that i'm leaving in a few days is just estatic. True enough 3 and a half weeks is not regarded to be a long one but i think i would have my fair share of fun when i'm there. The only worry i have is cash and gym. I have too many sinfulcandie kind food in my mind which i love to indulge in again and i'm afraid that there's gonna be a slight possibility that i would succumb to tEh pleasures of them.