These days i've been really blank on what to write about. Not that my mind has been empty, instead i can't seem to converse my thoughts through complications. So i thought why not make this entry a post about what i have been educated by others these pass few weeks.
Person A : It was certainly a blessing in disguise that you were here during such dark hours. I know it was in every way wrong that you had to be here but i just can't help seeing it as a necessity. You were obviously so patient all the time when i needed some words of knowledge. Not only that, each time i came back with repeated issues you were still there, knocking heavily into my thick head, already-said advices. Though you had not ample, but enough problems in your own hands, you still never failed to be there whenever i hollered. I prayed for patience in you and patience is what i got from you. Through your current experiences i could finally see how u dealt with life issues and i respect that. As usual, i'm still learning from you...
Person B : I know probably in your eyes you saw, and still seeing the annoyance in me for always being so hard on you. No doubt my tolerance level may be slightly on the low scale when dealing with you, nevertheless my advices to you is nothing short of true sincerity. I hope you see that. Although yea, i may be giving you shit most of the time when we're hanging out, or just plain downing a bottle together, but i truly take u as a really good friend. Cause i know no matter what situation i'm in, what problems i may be facing, how minor an issue may be, you would still come to my aid with no questions asked.
Person C : Going through a hard time aint you? 5 years is not short, probably to some but to a person such as myself seems like an eternity. And if u're able to still act and be the way you are now, i've underestimated u right from the start. For a person who is so small and sensitive such as yourself, by being so strong really emphasizes that there is nothing which is impossible that can't be solved. You were different from the rest. I never heeded your advices knowing i'm so stubborn, but it was through your whining and bitching bout your current problem that i managed to see things which shocked me that i didn't noticed from the beginning.
Person D : The laughter, the sarcasms, the annoyances, the bitchings, the retardedness... all which played a big role. Like everyone would agree that you're made out of nothing but happiness. Being as jovial as you makes me jealous that i can never reach that kind of nirvana-like stage. I know u're going through alot now and i can only hope that u'll pull through everything. Being afraid is never an escape as it only leads to nothingness. Thanks for supporting.
Person E : Your offer for lending a helping hand, despite for the fact we were never close meant so much that i could never thank you enough. You've helped so much till the extent which i never dreamt of asking. You are one of the reasons why i'm still believing that there're still such near-perfect people who exist in this world. You did not have to but yet you did, which made me appreciated you more. I hope, with everything currently going on, that i was at least a pinch of help to you as you were more to me.
Person F : It was the first time ever you shared. You were never the type who wanted to bring up the past, but yet you did, acknowledging clearly that i needed something out of you for revelation. You were there waiting for my questions of doubts. Endless ranting i remembered i catered to you and you never hesitated nor stop trying to bring me back to reality by sharing your painful past. Right words were said and heard. Misconceptions were corrected. Thanks...
Person G : I think i've finally accepted the fact that i've been nothing but a bitch and pain to you but fortunately enough you realised that i only care. You're selfish but yet u're sweet. You're annoying but yet you're comforting. You're irritating but yet u're sincere. You're a liar but yet you compensate in full. You're stupid but yet u're smart in ways which are needed. Thanks for always being an entertainer and putting me to sleep.
Person H : Although i would always assume you lost the plot but never did you ever, instead you always managed to link it to the bigger scenario which was no doubt....priorities. All the fucking was worth it. The endless drinking, revelings, and rantings were nothing short of a hand of friendship which you provided in full. Most of the time i feel so inferior infront of you knowing that you're giving me the utmost matured advices anyone could ever ask for. *bows* I'm grateful.
Person I : Thank you.. for everything that was brought upon, said, unsaid and done.
This is so 7 lame and emo. Well this is an emo blog as of late anyway. *shrugs*
